I Fear...

I fear,
Walking alone;
Darkness wrapping the sight,
My shadow vanish with light.
Twilight Twilight murmurs my heart in polite.

I fear,
To fulminate;
Desire to express, timidity which repress,
I go numb at the starring cluster,
Ill at ease, myself seized.

I fear I fear I always fear.....

Fear;
Is what I try to slay;
Avoid innate emotions taking way.
Brooding about the worst and solutions I trust;
Amplifying the senses to perceive the threat.

Now Playing -- Hum bi hai josh mai.. baathe karr hosh mai .. :D

Life and its million steps

Life and its million steps;
Down the lane are living bets.
Courage to walk along;
To make the best for us to belong.

We run hard to reach the goal;
Torturing our tender soul.
We tend to be selfish for gains;
Bringing down the sorrow of rains.

Rush of thoughts flow every time you knock
Opportunities waiting behind the clock;
Door opens to see another door closed;
That is our brain greed enclosed.

We take ourselves to the height;
With fresh sign of error in light.
Free in fly, colorful to the eye;
With all the lively hopes that lie.

Life and its million steps;
Sorrows and happiness together crept.
Break through the transparent glass;
To make the class of journey, a real class.

Now playing -- Remember me, Eminem

SPIRITUALITY

Well this is the most odd topic I am gonna share today. I request all to read this and give a valid feedback because this is the one topic which can blaze fire and also the chilling ice feel. Here it goes....
Religion and spirituality are often used as synonyms. While religion is more to do with rituals, spirituality is that which has to do with one’s Self or, the spirit. Anything done for its growth and advancement is spirituality. They are not opposed, but stem from one another. While religion is more organised and includes public rituals, spirituality is more private and personal.
In India, spirituality and religion are part of everyday life. In no other country, perhaps, will you see a sadhu walking on the street with just a blanket and his rosary as his possessions without attracting any attention. India is home to all the major religions of the world, thriving in harmony since centuries. Although we will discuss the predominant religions in the country, we begin with Hinduism since it is the dominant religion in the subcontinent. Hindu’s comprise 80% of the population in India.
Lets not get into details what the religion speak about becoz I really don't care.. I am concentrating on the ethics and morals which one follow (good).

HINDUISM

-> A one, all-pervasive Supreme Being who is both immanent and transcendent, both Creator and Unmanifest Reality.
-> Karma, the law of cause and effect by which each individual creates his own destiny by his thoughts, words and deeds. Karma is not fate, for man acts with free will, creating his own destiny. God does not punish, you reap what you sow. The time for the reaction takes several births and until all the debts are paid, we keep meeting those who owe us and to those we owe, whether good or bad. However, prayer and purity of heart brings Divine Grace. Man is not born a sinner. He is a spark of the divine who, based on his personal choices, creates his own destiny. Divine grace is equal for all. One only needs to have a pure heart.
-> Soul reincarnation, where the atma or soul evolves through many births until all karmas have been resolved, and moksha or liberation from the cycle of rebirth, is attained. Not a single soul will be deprived of this destiny.
-> Existence of divine beings in unseen worlds and that temple worship, rituals, sacraments and personal devotionals create a communion with these “Devas” or Gods.

CHRISTIANITY

A monotheistic religion centred on Jesus Christ of Nazareth, Christianity has about 2 billion followers in the world today. Today, it has several divisions based on the diversity of doctrines and practices. However, Roman Catholics are the predominant sect. There are Protestants that include Anglicans, Methodists, Lutherans, Pentecostals, Anabaptists, etc..
The Christian believes that salvation is possible through faith in Jesus since his sacrifice on the cross paid for the sins of mankind. Most Christians believe in the existence of the distinct yet indivisible trinity of the Father, the Son (Jesus) and the Holy Spirit. It is believed that the Holy Spirit inspired the Scriptures.
Christians regard the Bible as the final authority.
Lets get into the Ten Commandments as interpreted by Christ::
"Do not put anything ahead of God your Creator."
"Do not make or worship idols."
"Do not take the name of God in vain."
"Take one day of complete rest each week, in honor of God."
"Honor your father and your mother."
"Do not commit murder."
"Do not commit adultery."
"Do not steal."
"Do not tell lies against anyone."
"Do not covet other people's possessions."

ISLAM

Islam literally means peace.
Muslims believe that God revealed his direct word for humanity to Muhammad (c. 570– July 6, 632) through the angel, Gabriel and earlier messengers, including Abraham, Moses and Jesus. Muslims believe that Muhammad is the last prophet. They assert that the main written record of revelation to humanity is the Koran or Quran, which is flawless, immutable. It is considered by the Muslims as the final revelation of God to humanity.
Islam believes in one God who is absolute. Islamic laws that were covered expressly in the Quran were referred to as hudud laws and include specifically the five crimes of theft, highway robbery, intoxication, adultery and falsely accusing another of adultery, each of which has a prescribed hadd or punishment that cannot be forgone or mitigated.

Peepzz I know these are some facts which I collected from various places to give a accurate brief but I really think twice when it comes to caste, where people follow different paths to reach the ultimate LIGHT calls GOD and still we differentiate among us just for the sake we are on different paths and no one realized that we all meet at the same point called ALMIGHTY. The whole world is divided with different castes rather being spiritually binded with same points. No path says you have to destroy the other to reach ultimate point, its just a perception of humans to separate from each other and missing a whole bunch of fruits called "LOVE among HUMANITY"
I still believe and hope there will be a generation in future which will give a damn to such practice and move ahead in formation of a rich planet filled with LOVE and only LOVE among livings.

Cheers!!

Now playing -- LOST HIGHWAY (Bon Jovi)

Memorable

I donno why I always have some good memories only with my father, this is one of what I have blast in laugh even now :)
hmm.. Its like 10 ppl screaming around in a private bus and I was made to go all piligrims around Karnataka and I the youngest may be in 4th std was taken with them (missing my monthly tests) :P I mean my parents and all their collegues with some of our family members. It was in Darmastala (famous Shiv temple) we all in the queue and suddenly I see my father missing :P Though I had my mother beside me I couldn't stop myself searching for my father.. aww it was at the same place, just rolling my eyeballs around.. Lazy ass by birth you can call :D My mother pulled me to a distance and she started searching too, and to her bad fortune we landed right next to the announcement table with Mike ON. Me being the intello went near the person who was sitting next to the mike and started wiping my tears :( The person asked the reason for it and I increased my volume with tears rolling and said loud enough --> "I have only one father and I need him back" - "2" - "3" :D. I guess the whole piligrim heard that :D
Where that person was none another the founder of Darmastala (Veerendra Hegde) and started laughing at my words :D, being wise to my plead he announced my father's name and to reach his desk ASAP.
My father couldn't here becoz he had been to the bus to have a nap as he hates travelling in ghats and was bit tired too.. but he would have informed this before atleast so that whole piligrimage would not have heard from me "I have only one father, I need him back" :P
There are some more but don't wanna disclose as it might seem boring :P
ANYWAYS

Cheers!!

Now Playing -- Yaadon ki baarath!!

Wealthy India

Title is bit sarcastic in my visuals but yeah it is true in different means. Lets carry on with my own pointers hope it is well with my personal feelings and nothing to be personal. Democracy, Secularism and Indian Law are the main factors for India to still be a developing country. I think so.. what about others? are we happy with Kasab still in Jail making headlines in TOI that he needs special dishes? and are we happy with Shiv Sena condemning North Indians? Are we happy with Love Jihad? are we happy with Churches being attacked? India has too many problems, correction which happens in BSE is nothing compared to the type of correction which is needed to this Indian world.
We are happy with the 8% GDP growth we are achieving at present. It is nothing to the growth India has seen during its Empire rule..
Vijayanagar Empire and Moghal rule during Akbar's Empire - India had seen growth statistics of approx 40% GDP it is huge compared to the present happiness we see :P
Our Congress govt says secularism - Does this really helping India in gaining momentum to stop Terrorist attacks? Does this really helping merit students to get their desired seat keeping this hopeless SC and ST quota system?
Coming to Our BJP - What happened to Ram Mandir? The whole Indian life history of Indian elections will be preached by these BJP dumbs with Ram Mandir issue. what did they do during their 2 long span of government rule, was their any change in the approach for Hinduism which they usually tell?
Sick, we need something which is called a Miracle to happen may be another British rule or another Mahatma's birth as a Saviour to change the system. Many questions and doubts and too many brakes here and there with this post. I know nothing is gonna happen with my voice reaching the sky :) still a try to satisfy my frustration.

Cheers!!

Now playing -- Eminem, I Never seen Ass like that :D

"Karma"

Humans life is in such a phase which can be compared like getting submerged in the water and knife being stabbed at your feet, helpless to scream and helpless to breath.
-> Child -> Adult -> Aged -> Death
Looks simple though, but in real it is a complex variations of unknown and self replicating errors. Looks like a speech of a cynisist but yeah truth is this. Being a illiterate in this lesson called "Life" every human goes through forceful blindness. Man dosen't even think of "Karma" which carries even with his soul and not get vanished with his life. Man assumes he is the master with great control which in turn in slow motion heading towards him as a Road roller and he being tied without movement and waiting for it to arrive and smash him off.
Do we need this illusionary world of happiness filled with deep inside secret of sorrows? Do we really comprehend that we have already given a green signal to disaster which is very bright like a last moment candle;
Life is treating us this way and no other go!! Lets take a deep breath and try to welcome the REFRESH option than the SHUTDOWN.

Cheers!!

Now Playing -- Zindagi ne Zindagi barr gham diye (Train)

My 1st Lesson

Saturday evening - Schools half day.. what else do you want for a 3rd std kid to enjoy? and Sunday the coming morning with all the best cartoons which Doordarshan used to play. I had a habit of going out with my father every Saturday evening for a walk, funny part is I used to always insist him to carry me on his shoulders.
My father used to tell me Politics, Rules, Humanity, Laws etc etc god!! how can I understand but yeah have to listen if I need to enjoy the shoulder ride :-)
Suddenly a small Tamilian boy of my age stands in front of us that evening and tells me this phase in Tamil " keele yerangda paavo appa" -- "Get down you dumb, pity your father".
I got down the next minute and he ran away to his granny standing in a distance :O

Can you imagine that was the last day I told my father to carry me on his shoulders. That boy slapped me twice keeping AHIMSA in mind without hurting me physically :p

Thanks for that boy for my real 1st lesson thought in my life :)

Cheers!!

Now playing -- Papa kehthe hai bada naam karega.. :D